Monday, March 27, 2006
Instant (noodles) Memory
Was feeling so bad this morning. The head hurts, the nose blocks, the throat has a lump of phlegm threatening to come up. Ergh....
Anyway I dreamt that i was pregnant again. This time 8 mths plus preg and giving birth anytime soon. I was blissfully preg, glowing and all. Haha.... Its was a gal by the way. I rem being at home, and there was a day nurse who'll check on me every few days. And left me a number in case i was about to give birth soon. I rem being very happy.
And then it stops there. Dunno got give birth or not haha... really wan to decipher my dream.
Then went to to dream about a game where all my friends and I had to act like elephants and rush to find a place in a room. whoever cant find a place will be punished. Then someone said, elephants are boring, so the organisers called one by one up and dressed us in diff costumes. Alligators, snakes, Platypus and all other kinds that lie on their tummies. I was last to go and I laugh at them, and in the end i dint need to dress up in costumes. Then the dream change to a business like place. We were having a course and the instructor was a really cute (maturish cute way) Caucasian. okie shall not continue already.
as i was saying, i was feeling sick. Wanted to go get food downstairs when it rained so heavily all of a sudden. Went back up the lift to home. Cooked instant noodles for lunch and was reminded of the only one time boi cooked me a complete meal. I was sick back then, and he came over and cooked me instant noodles cuz i say i hungry. it was so funny. Boi & Kitchen = disaster. But he dint make a mess (surprised) and the noodle was really good. He dint add the seasoning. But he added garlic, sesame oil some other spices and it was nice.
okie i'm real tired now... going back to sleep...
When you dont feel loved (enough)… you wonder… if its worth it
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