Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Sweets!!!Its the first! And am so very touched. Thanks gal for dedicating a blog entry to moi .
Before saying anything first, I really am surprised and touched that the things that I did (without me noticing at times myself even) are noticed by others. Things like sharing good deals with frds, while I am always lidat. That is if i can remember. haha Of course there are times that we may disagree with each other and get pissed off, but we are human afterall...
I agree with JY that at times things can change in a flash. Things that were yours in the past arent yours anymore. Things that u treasure in the past din seems that important anymore when the new come.
I think the past few days when bf was at camp in adelaide and no contact was possible, I learned alot more from myself, my frds and family. There had been things said by Wei and JY that makes me realised some issues. You gals make me think!!
I came to realised that altho i may have that occasional meeting with the gals and stuff it wasnt enuff. With bf out of the picture for now, I spend more time with family and frds. Had loads of fun with YJ and JY.
THANKS....
Aiwei: Always there for me when I need her is a great comfort. For being able to let me cry like shit in front of her. or rather on the phone. For being unmasked to me and for making me comfortable chatting and unmasking myself too.
JY and YJ (SMU DUAL) : Swimming and bitching and talking about our travels makes us all hyped up. All the jokes that cracked us up. And doing healty things like gyming and swim, and taitai things like going for tea/coffee.
Mum and Dad: I also begin to spend more time with mum and dad. Something that i haven done for a long time. Although i dun stay with them but i can sense that they cared for me too. Thanks mummy for fighting for my exchange program budget and for agreeing to let me take summer course.
Jiejie and future hubby: for allowing me to go out with them at times. And to make my mind occupied so that i dun feel so alone. And jiejie for sharing yummy goodies with me. I also missed hanging out with cousins for a drink and chat. They also cared for my well-being when I said about the sleeping problem and stuff. And ethel jie is leaving for USA soon and makes me think that yes altho we dun meet up often, blood ties are still there. And my brother who I always rem that got me a gift from his cambodia trip.
And of cuz bf: Def for being there for me mentally. Its amazing that even when he is there he can sense my sadness at times and call me at the right time. Of cuz wad is val and pat without arguments! But these turn out ok after awhile. And after some issues that we talked thru last night, I can sense his love for me. =)
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When you dont feel loved (enough)… you wonder… if its worth it
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